Whispers of Worth

Lately, I’ve been sitting with a truth that’s hard to hold: I struggle to take care of myself.

Not just in the “I forgot to drink water” kind of way, but in the deep, tender places. The places where I know I need rest, or softness, or simply a moment to be—but I still push it aside. I say things like “later”, or “after I help everyone else”, or “I haven’t earned it yet.”

But underneath all that… is a whisper that I’m not really worth it.

And that’s the part that hurts the most.

It’s hard to write that out loud. To admit that sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve my own time, energy, or care. That showing up for myself feels like a chore, or even a luxury I haven’t earned. But if I’m honest, I’ve lived like that for a long time.

And I’m tired.

I’m tired of abandoning myself. Of always putting everyone else first. Of watching my soul grow quiet and weary while I smile and keep going.

So this post is my little declaration: I want to learn how to love myself like I love others. To listen when I’m tired. To rest without guilt. To believe that I am worth the care I give away so freely.

It won’t happen overnight. But I can start with small, sacred things: A cup of tea or coffee outside in the quiet. Writing down one kind thing about myself. Lighting a candle and just being with myself for a moment.

This is what healing might look like for me—slow, gentle, and honest.

If you feel this way too… I see you. You are not alone. Maybe we can remind each other that we are worth it. Every soft breath. Every moment of peace. Every step toward coming home to ourselves.

With love, Bobbi Ann

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